My name is Raquel J VERONIC Mckenzie
I am a victim advocate.
I survived narcissistic relationships with a narcissistic parent, older brother, platonic friendships, romantic relationships, and even past co-workers.
I overcame childhood traumas exemplified by Rape, molestation, and mental, emotionally, physical, and spiritual abuse.
I overcame domestic violence
I have healed from Depersonalization anxiety, depression, and unworthiness.
Two thousand fourteen, the universe forced me to take a good look at my life during one of my most painful adversity.
Two thousand sixteen, I decided to start my healing journey. I went through six years of intense healing. No half-assing, no indecisiveness. I decided to rip my pain open, step out of my comfort zone and walk into the unknown alone. I had zero support, but I did not let that stop me. I was tired of living in the shadows. I was no longer willing to play small.
I healed using; mental health therapist, energy therapist, kickboxing, meditation, praying, and fasting.
If I can heal from the lowest form of vibration into the highest form of vibration, I promise you can too.
You are not your circumstances. It is time you find your unique alley and learn how to be in control of your traumas and not let your traumas control you.
Understand that fear is a lie; it is a misconception and hindrance to keep you stuck in a low-vibration frequency.
Fear is the lowest form of vibration
Confidence is the highest form of vibration
Nothing in life can stop you once you decide this. You are in charge of your life. Only you can make the first step toward your enlightening.
Just when
When will it end
Since day one on earth
Trials
After trials
Treacheries
And lies
Falling down
Only to get up
To fall again
Just why
This is exhausting
Frustrated, dishearten
I've gained victory over them
But then
Another one
Another one
I just can't comprehension
I've become stronger
A balance between
the black and the white
Is there any release in sight
I must be royalty in my highest self
Training for something
Other than myself
Because these trials
Are not normal for the self
I became compassionate but cold
Detach but courageous
Fearless but trustless
I am a warrior - affirmative
Just when will it end?
Just when!
RAQUEL MCKENZIE
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