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The Spiritual Law of Alignment: Why I Can Never Walk Beside Survival-Minded Souls

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“Destiny will always expose who is for you and who survives at your expense. A survival-minded soul will betray you for acceptance, validation, or fear — but a destiny-minded soul stands alone with truth. My life taught me that betrayal is not the end; it is the universe clearing anyone who cannot walk beside a chosen one.”

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The Spiritual Law of Alignment: Why I Can Never Walk Beside Survival-Minded Souls

A Memoir of Karma, Destiny, and the Breaking of Bloodline Curses

In the spiritual world, nothing is random. Every person enters our life through the Law of Soul Contracts, every choice triggers the Law of Cause and Effect, every betrayal activates the Law of Karma, and every boundary invokes the Law of Free Will. These laws shape us, guide us, and sharpen us into who we were destined to become.

One of the deepest truths I discovered is this:

I can never date, befriend, or align with anyone who lives from a survival mindset, ever again. 2025 teaches me the most vicious lesson.


A survival-minded person will never have your back.


They will always choose the side that benefits them.


They will betray you to protect their image, ego, comfort, or validation.

They do not operate from spirit — they operate from fear.

And my entire life has been a battlefield of these lessons.

Born Into Karma: The Child Who Had No Protector

From childhood, I lived the Law of Returning Karma.


I was born into a karmic family — a bloodline filled with betrayal, jealousy, abuse, poverty, and silence. I was the child nobody defended, even during the darkest moments of molestation, mistreatment, and emotional abandonment.

But spiritually, I understood why.

In a past life, I held power and influence.


I had the ability to use my voice, protect others, and stand against corruption —


but I stayed silent out of fear and conformity.

So in this lifetime, the universe placed me where my voice had to be rebuilt from the ground up.

I reincarnated into a family where:

  • I had no support

  • My pain was ignored

  • My innocence was unprotected

  • And the people around me followed money, hierarchy, and ego

This was the Law of Ancestral Assignment — the chosen one is born into the darkest corner of the family tree so they can break the generational curse from the root.

My Mars retrograde in Gemini and my Rising: Seeing the Truth No One Spoke

With a Gemini Rising, I came into this world spiritually wired to observe, absorb, analyze, and understand human behavior. Gemini Rising people see through lies, sense the motives behind actions, and recognize patterns others pretend not to notice.

My Mars retrograde in Gemini only intensified this karmic assignment:

  • I had to learn to speak up

  • I had to confront conflict

  • I had to unlearn silence

  • I had to rebuild my voice

My family saw my light — but they feared my truth.


And when a chosen one sees through generational illusions, they become the outcast.

The Black Sheep: The One Who Breaks the Pattern

In a family full of survival energy, I was the soul born with destiny.


I was the spiritual firewall — the one assigned to confront lies, break curses, and heal the bloodline through pain, truth, and awakening.

They followed money.


They followed power.


They followed fear.

I followed God, intuition, and purpose.

So my birthright became isolation.

I was the people pleaser, the giver, the healer — the one who poured into everyone while receiving nothing in return. And yet no one believed I was ever a people pleaser, because I never had anything material to offer — only love, loyalty, and spirit.

My North Node in Scorpio: The Path of Transformation, Betrayal, and Rebirth

My destiny is written in Scorpio North Node — a placement ruled by death, rebirth, betrayal, secrets, karmic endings, and spiritual power.

Scorpio North Node souls are born into:

  • Traumatized families

  • Abusive dynamics

  • Deep betrayals

  • Emotional abandonment

  • And karmic relationships

Because their purpose is to transform darkness into light through the Law of Alchemical Transmutation.

And look at the karmic patterns:

  • My mother — Scorpio

  • The woman friend I walked away from — Scorpio

  • My North Node — Scorpio

These were not coincidences.


They were karmic mirrors.

Scorpio energy was the karmic wound I needed to break — and the karmic power I needed to claim.

Both Scorpio women reflected the same lesson:

“You cannot heal people who choose survival over truth.”

They were placed in my path so I could finally walk away from the generational pattern of enabling, overgiving, and losing myself in relationships.

2025: The Year the Universe Exposed Every Judas

I survived 16 years of Pluto in Capricorn — restructuring, healing, losing, rebuilding, transforming. I am a Capricorn sun and 8th house. But nothing compared to 2025.

2025 was the year every karmic contract came due.

This year showed me:

  • Who was with me

  • Who was against me

  • Who was pretending

  • Who was feeding off my light

  • Who loved my spirit

  • Who used my energy

  • Who walked with me

  • Who walked over me

Two people I poured my soul into — my daughter and the man I was dating — betrayed me in identical ways.

This activated the Law of Mirrors:

When two unconnected people betray you the same way, the universe is teaching you the same lesson through different bodies.

The Daughter I Saved… Then Lost

When my daughter arrived with a brain tumor in 2025, I became her provider, protector, nurse, stability, and support. I spent tens of thousands on hospital access, appointments, medical preparation, and everything she needed.

I sacrificed my business, my book, my personal life, my dreams — everything — to save her life.

But she released all her shadow energy onto me:

  • Disrespect

  • Hate

  • Anger

  • Blame

  • Entitlement

  • Gossip

She treated everyone else with sweetness while treating me with venom.

That is the Law of Projection:


People release their unhealed wounds onto the safest person — the one they believe will always love them.

But safety is not a license to harm.

When gossip twisted through chaotic relatives, the wound grew deeper. And the day she put her hands on me, the karmic contract shattered.

I realized the universe was telling me:

“You saved her life, but you cannot save her soul.”

I will always help her if she needs something —


but she will never have access to my inner life again.

That is the Law of Divine Severance.

The Man Who Returned Like a Lesson

He did not know my daughter.


She did not know him.

Yet both betrayed me in the same pattern:

  • Talking behind my back

  • Siding with others

  • Choosing fear

  • Choosing ego

  • Choosing convenience

  • Turning against me when I wasn’t present

This was the universe screaming:

“Stop betraying yourself to avoid losing people who betray you.”

I helped him financially one last time, because I am not spiteful —


but access to my heart, my energy, my spirit?

Cut.


Closed.


Locked.


Finished.

Astrology Made the Pattern Visible
  • My daughter — Gemini

  • My brother a Gemini - I grew in his shadow of slander and lies he told as a child, that had me broken for most of my adult life.

  • My Mars retrograde in Gemini — past-life conflict returning

  • My rising sign in Gemini — my karmic identity

  • The man — Leo rising

  • My son — Leo

  • My Saturn retrograde in Leo, 3rd house — karmic lessons through communication and Leo energy

  • My mother and the woman I walked away from — Scorpio

  • My North Node — Scorpio

Everyone who betrayed me was karmic.


Everyone who hurt me was a spiritual teacher.


Everyone who left was meant to leave.

The Universe’s Final Message: You Must Choose Yourself

2025 stripped me to the soul so I could embody the truth of my destiny:

  • You cannot save those who choose survival over growth.

  • You cannot heal people who benefit from your pain.

  • You cannot allow access to those who betray you when you're not in the room.

  • You cannot walk with people who fear the very light you carry.

Through the Law of Frequency Matching, the universe removes:

  • Low vibrational relationships

  • Karmic family members

  • One-sided friendships

  • Betrayal-based connections

  • Trauma-based bonds

The chosen one must walk alone before walking in divine destiny.

Conclusion: My Life Became the Alchemy of Spirit

2025 was my breaking point — and my breakthrough.

I rose from betrayal with:

  • spiritual maturity

  • emotional sovereignty

  • karmic completion

  • ancestral liberation

  • divine protection

  • purpose in clarity

And I stand in this truth:

“You can love people without granting them access.


You can forgive without forgetting patterns.


You can help someone without allowing them back into your life.”

I am no longer the abandoned child.


I am the alchemist — the soul who turned karmic wounds into divine wisdom.

And that is why:

I will never again walk beside a survival-minded soul.


I walk with God, with destiny, and with the ancestors who know my name.”


 
 
 

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