🦅2025 Broke Me - Killed A Version Of Me.. But... Awaken My Authentic Self ..🦅

I didn’t leave it all behind

I chose myself.

And more importantly—I stayed chosen.

That wasn’t just healing.

That was becoming who I was always meant to be.

I’ve been healing since 10-10- 2014, I serioulsy took healing to another level in 2016 but 2025 was the year that broke me. And when I say broke me, I mean it cracked everything open. Not in a way that destroyed me—but in a way that stripped away every illusion, every self-betrayal, every place where I had abandoned myself for the sake of love, loyalty, and survival.

I didn’t fall.

I stood tall.

Even in the moments I didn’t know how my bills would be paid.

Even when fear sat heavy in my chest.

Even when grief made it hard to breathe.

I knew who I was.

I was decisive.

And I refused—absolutely refused—to re-enter self-disrespect.

They didn’t.

Those two people betrayed me in the harshest way. And the pain of that betrayal took me to a place I had never been before. I spent weeks in bed—no showers, no strength, no motivation—just grief and disbelief. But even in that darkness, I made one unshakable decision:

I would not go back to self-disrespect.

I would rather struggle than abandon myself again.

I would rather start from scratch than betray my soul.

And that’s exactly what I did.

I gave everything away trying to make sure others had what they needed—and in the process, I forgot myself. I forgot who I was. I forgot my worth. I forgot my boundaries. But forgetting myself became the lesson that saved me.

Because 2025 didn’t just take me out.

It reshaped me.

It rebuilt me.

Pain became my greatest teacher. Healing showed me that I must put myself first—not selfishly, but faithfully. I must make sure I am okay before I attempt to save, support, or sacrifice for anyone else.

I learned that forgiveness is sacred—but access is earned.

I will always forgive.

But I will never again allow someone to mistake my unconditional love for weakness, my integrity for something to exploit, or my kindness for permission to disrespect me.

I made a vow—to my inner child, and to my 13-year-old self:

I will never let anyone disrespect me and still have access to my life.

No matter how much I love them.

I would rather be alone than betray that promise.

I am thankful for the so-called Jezebel spirit moments.

Because without betrayal, I would not have become this decisive.

Without loss, I would not be standing this tall.

Without the fall of illusions, I would not have embraced my rebellious, authentic self.

This is my villain era—not because I am cruel, but because I am honest.

Not because I am hardened, but because I am whole.

The year I stopped shrinking.

The year I chose authenticity over approval.

The year I chose myself—and stayed chosen.

And this time, I’m not going back.

🦅 I will never defend myself against slander, lies, or attempted humiliation rituals.

A person like me—one who reads #energy, #discerns #intention, and understands the #immutable #laws of the #Universe—does not need to engage. 🙏

It is alchemy. It is the conscious choice to rise above low-frequency #spiritual #warfare.

When I observe distortion, betrayal, or projection, I do not respond with anger. I read the energetic signature—often rooted in unresolved childhood wounds—and I recognize the Judas archetype for what it is: unhealed shadow seeking reflection.

What follows is #not #retaliation, but #transmutation.

I forgive—not performatively, but authentically.

And I walk away.

I allow the Universe to do what it does best: restore balance through the #Law of #Cause and #Effect. Karma delivered by the cosmos is always more precise, more complete, and far more powerful than anything I—especially as a #Capricorn sun and #eight #house—would ever need to execute myself.

This is why #knowledge is #power.

#Astrology is #power.

#Energy #literacy is #power. And when you possess true knowledge, you don’t chase validation, defend narratives, or lower yourself into reaction. You forgive, you send compassion, and you move forward—untouched.

God is calling me in isolation, for my biggest elevation. I will be quite on social media, but I will still post here.

May your 2026 unfold in abundance, alignment, and exact energetic return. 🦅